it's actually inarticulable, this confoundation i seem to be facing...

i feel like in my heart i've got a big stone. and it can't be persuaded away like i have for the longest time.. or perhaps now that i am bored and have really nothing to do, there's nothing to block me from feeling it.

but for anyone that is mildly curious (or kaypoh for that matter) it does not involve other people. unfortunately i'm too self-absorbed to bother my heart about others. yes. it's about me. me memememememememe me. which might actually be the main problem.

my universe, perhaps is gravitating towards me. and that's not too good.

do you know what this means?

this mean's it's back to church i go upon my return from the lit trip.

you know, for a secular person, I rely pretty much on God.

Current Music: Oasis: Don't Look Back in Anger